Category: The New Me

This is Happening

So … here is a thing that is happening.  I am buying a house. Holy shitballs I’m doing a totally adult thing, like an adult and stuff.  And I’m FREAKING TERRIFIED and stressed and anxious and also very happy and excited.  Basically all of the feels. Mike and I have been together just over 3 years now.  We started talking…

What a Difference …

… a year makes. As I look back on the last year, I realize that I am, at the same time, exactly who I used to be and yet someone completely different. I recently spent a weekend with some amazing old friends, and met some new ones at the same time. I made new connections and renewed old connections and…

Old Habits: Common Denominator

I find myself regressing. And it doesn’t make me happy. I catch myself saying things in my inner dialogue that sound so, so familiar. Things I’ve said in the past. Things I promised myself I would never say again. You get to a point where the situations keep changing but the emotions and feelings and self talk go back to the…

180 in 365

* NaBloPoMo: Day 17 * Looking back to one year from today, I still find it kind of surreal, the life I’m currently living. A lot has happened. A whole lot. Some really shitty stuff and some really great stuff and a crap ton of just general life stuff in between. My life right now is good. It’s not perfect.…

Holiday Spirit

* NaBloPoMo: Day 14 * As we get closer to the holiday season (I can’t believe that Thanksgiving is next freaking week. WTF. How has this year gone so quickly), I find myself being a little more contemplative than normal about this time of year. The holidays are gonna be a little weird this year, and I’ve gone back and…

Radio Silence

I’ve been sitting on this quote for a while now, hesitant to share it on Facebook, as I know I will receive an onslaught of “what’s wrongs?” and “are you okays?” and I don’t want to have to explain in that venue. Honestly there isn’t much to explain. Hard to explain things that you don’t really understand yourself. I don’t know…